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Melancholics Anonymous
welcome to dystopia
Created on 2007-11-16 02:38:22 (#14261433), last updated 2009-12-18
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Basic Info| Name: | backiss |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1989-12-17 |
| Location: | Santa Monica, California, United States |
Bioname:Nate Bresler
song/poems i wrote
Bitter Truth:
a familiar warmth
against my chest
who's clinging to who?
no more confidence
i won't slow you down
when you drag me along
sad how that makes me
feel like i belong
so you fill me with hope
but is it really there?
i see no passion
in your vacant stare
but...
when i looked straight into
and through your big, brown eyes
i said that you were beautiful
so you felt you had to lie
yet i don't even mind
being teased and used
so long as it's you
i'll pretend it's true
that i don't care
the malicious words
i had to force
were just spiteful lies
bitterness, of course
but everything we had
that you so freely forgot
is haunting me still
my eyes are bloodshot
you see right through
the false apathy
and draw me in
so easily
but i don't mind that
all i want to know
do u really care
or is it just hollow?
'cause...
when i looked straight into
and through your big, brown eyes
i said that you were beautiful
so you felt you had to lie
yet i don't even mind
being teased and used
so long as it's you
and you know it's true
'cause i can't lie
...to you
You Laugh Now, I'll Cry Later:
transfixed in a daze
you set my feet ablaze
creeping up my spine
but i thought i was fine
until one day it reached my head
fell into pieces again
was burned so badly i became
a useless pile of hate
you stomped me out, i won't forget
just like a cigarette
but will the ashes blow away?
i'm just a pile of hate
so laugh while you can
laugh while you still can
fooled me once
bet you can't do it again
the more conceited you get
you're falling deeper in debt
so laugh while you can
laugh while you still can
fooled me once
bet you can't do it again
the selfish way that you live
i hope you get what you give
Drowning:
I'm only killing time
To see what passes by
And if nothing comes
The screws will come undone
Please sing another tune
Try not to be so blue
The yellow in your hair
Or the whites of your eyes
They can't even compare
To the beauty of your cries
Here comes the high tide
Our footprints have already washed away
Swimming all alone
Filled with stones
The answers burned inside my lungs
From a telephone
I heard a moan
A subtle sign of things to come
more to come....eventually
song/poems i wrote
Bitter Truth:
a familiar warmth
against my chest
who's clinging to who?
no more confidence
i won't slow you down
when you drag me along
sad how that makes me
feel like i belong
so you fill me with hope
but is it really there?
i see no passion
in your vacant stare
but...
when i looked straight into
and through your big, brown eyes
i said that you were beautiful
so you felt you had to lie
yet i don't even mind
being teased and used
so long as it's you
i'll pretend it's true
that i don't care
the malicious words
i had to force
were just spiteful lies
bitterness, of course
but everything we had
that you so freely forgot
is haunting me still
my eyes are bloodshot
you see right through
the false apathy
and draw me in
so easily
but i don't mind that
all i want to know
do u really care
or is it just hollow?
'cause...
when i looked straight into
and through your big, brown eyes
i said that you were beautiful
so you felt you had to lie
yet i don't even mind
being teased and used
so long as it's you
and you know it's true
'cause i can't lie
...to you
You Laugh Now, I'll Cry Later:
transfixed in a daze
you set my feet ablaze
creeping up my spine
but i thought i was fine
until one day it reached my head
fell into pieces again
was burned so badly i became
a useless pile of hate
you stomped me out, i won't forget
just like a cigarette
but will the ashes blow away?
i'm just a pile of hate
so laugh while you can
laugh while you still can
fooled me once
bet you can't do it again
the more conceited you get
you're falling deeper in debt
so laugh while you can
laugh while you still can
fooled me once
bet you can't do it again
the selfish way that you live
i hope you get what you give
Drowning:
I'm only killing time
To see what passes by
And if nothing comes
The screws will come undone
Please sing another tune
Try not to be so blue
The yellow in your hair
Or the whites of your eyes
They can't even compare
To the beauty of your cries
Here comes the high tide
Our footprints have already washed away
Swimming all alone
Filled with stones
The answers burned inside my lungs
From a telephone
I heard a moan
A subtle sign of things to come
more to come....eventually
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